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Help MeThe misery in her eyes just tears me apart To see her hurt breaks my heart Pain wells up tears fill my eyes Lord comfort my baby as she cries
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Journal Entry: Thu Jun 5, 2008, 10:09 AM

Mood: Lazy
Listening to: the art room craziness
Eating: a popsicle

asljhdajfhashdsjkafhd I'm in school right now 7th period, which means i only have 8th period, 1st period tommarow, UHartt Orientation then finals and IM DONE WITH HIGHSCHOOL! I honestly can't wait for the change. Its waaay overdue. This town drives me nuts. I miss everyone on here though, i mostly havent been on because i dont write very much anymore. i stopped a while ago. I just didnt know what to say, how to say it, why i even bothered to write emotions on a piece of paper when i didnt take the time to feel them anyway. Ive realized even thoguh my relationship with my family is better, boyfriend is amazing, and i love my friends to death, i cant let go. All the things that hurt me in the past are still with me. Theres certain things people talk about that, even i even hear certain words or names ill just start crying and no one gets it. Theyre even more surprised that I cried because most of the time im a crazy drunk partier, or just a bitch that doesnt want to talk to you. I wonder how the people i care about put up with me ha. Ive cleaned up with drugs and partying alot though. I mostly just drink now and smoke sparingly. I havent done anything else in months. It sounds stupid but im really proud of myself. But i think im gunna go...the periods gunna end..........lots of love to everyone, hope you're all good.

still here, Ally

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Current Age: 16
Current Residence: CT
Interests: being outside,airsoft, or just hangin out listenin to music and writing
Favourite movie: 8 crazy nights, v for vendetta, fight club, and sin city.
Favourite band or musician: soo much;
Favourite genre of music: rock
Favourite artist: i like alot of em.
Favourite poet or writer: its impossible for me to pick a favorite..
Favourite game: Grand theft auto San andreas or Zelda windwaker
Favourite cartoon character: Godzilla and Batman
Personal Quote: "We are the hero of our own story."
Tools of the Trade: Pen for poems, for other stuff any medium that has color.

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!jessicamadison

Mar 1, 2008, 5:00:50 AM

Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?

It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.

~shewatchedthesky

Sep 21, 2007, 8:30:39 AM

shnuckums you havent been on in forever

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Babies in back seats cause accidents,
Accidents in back seats cause babies.

~BlackSnoopy

Jul 13, 2007, 12:34:38 AM

Thank you for da

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*bulgaria

~CSStriker

Jun 13, 2007, 6:12:08 PM

Hey you!

thanks for the fav on my friend in the hole!

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Shit happens when you party naked

~EmotionallyDrained

May 29, 2007, 6:29:13 PM

Thanks for the fave! ^_^

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_-Kat-

~shewatchedthesky

May 10, 2007, 6:13:48 PM

well hey there missy
yay i cant wait to read all your interesting thoughts
and since i gave my mom the invitation tonight shes all jazzed about prom now=]

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Babies in back seats cause accidents,
Accidents in back seats cause babies.

~EmotionallyDrained

Mar 19, 2007, 8:24:00 PM

Just wanted to stop by and give you a hug..

^_^

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_-Kat-

~DeepPurpleTears

Feb 27, 2007, 9:57:49 AM Mood: Affection

hey girl!
i've tagged you!
better read my journal.

i'm gonna be sending you a note soon hopefully.

i love you!!!!!

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our life is what our thoughts make it

i am; therefore, i think

~DeepPurpleTears

Dec 5, 2006, 10:56:47 AM Mood: Caring

hello love
how has life been treatin' you?
i just wanted to stop by and let you know that i love you and am here if you ever, ever need me.

i just had to pound it into your mind one more time. lol.
smile. love. be happy.

and

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our life is what our thoughts make it

i am; therefore, i think

~amPhotography

Nov 11, 2006, 7:24:12 PM

Thanks for the + fav

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"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
- Dr. Seuss

~bluefiretears

Sep 15, 2006, 8:34:18 PM

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never close your eyes
and open up your mind.

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~Lea~

"For as long as you hold your head up, you wont see the ground"

"Rain rain go away, go kill someone else today"

~DeepPurpleTears

Sep 15, 2006, 12:03:00 AM

THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u.
____xxxxxxxxxx______xxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxpassxxxxxx___xxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxthexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ____xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx _____xxxxxxxxxheartxxxxxxxxxxxx
______xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
_________xxxxtoxxxxxxxxxxxx
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_______friends__xx
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our life is what our thoughts make it

i am; therefore, i think

~CruelestCut

Jul 26, 2006, 1:10:54 PM

just wanted to stop by and say hi

^^

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~ I play for keeps. Go ahead, win my soul. ~

~ Some cuts are just too cruel...~

~ Jeg er Asher og jeg elsker min Linda. <3

~CSStriker

Jul 8, 2006, 4:19:29 PM

thanks for the faves!!

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Shit happens when you party naked

~Nobodysfool10490

Jul 4, 2006, 2:12:03 PM

no problem

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"He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."-Friedrich Nietzsche

On the edge of the world, she'd rather jump than just look down...

~xenrianume

Jul 1, 2006, 9:11:13 PM

hey!! thanks a lot for the fav!!

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"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it."

member of: ~burn-p0etry =europeans *PoetryPlease ~toronto ~ApocalypticSanctuary

~Nobodysfool10490

Jun 26, 2006, 10:36:44 AM

yup yup, i loove radiohead

and your welcome!!

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"He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."-Friedrich Nietzsche

On the edge of the world, she'd rather jump than just look down...

~CSStriker

Jun 25, 2006, 6:26:47 PM

and btw, you gots 1000 pageviews!!!

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Shit happens when you party naked

~CSStriker

Jun 25, 2006, 6:26:24 PM

thanks for the fav on my lightning!!!

(and are those Radiohead lyrics in your Dev ID?!?!)

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Shit happens when you party naked

~CSStriker

Apr 6, 2006, 7:30:47 PM

thanks for the fav on my car!!!

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Shit happens when you party naked

~DeepPurpleTears

Mar 6, 2006, 9:06:08 PM

hey babe! just saying hi to random people...and you happen to be one of the random people...although, you're not all that random. lol.

how you been? i hope your week started off nicely and that you have a great week! and if it started out not so nicely...i hope it gets better. remember to smile! luv ya!!!

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our life is what our thoughts make it

i am; therefore, i think

~Lycen