..three most important aspects.......

recently, ive had a scary experience where myself and boyfriend were nearly beat to a fuckin pulp, resulting in my face covered in bruises, two black eyes, a lump on the side of my face and stiches going across my eyebrow...he had five facial fractures, stiches on his head, lip, nose....

..this all happened because of my body, and diego trying to defend me....so basically i got in a fight with three big african americans and lost....but now my body is healing.

now that my body is healing my mind has grown. i really look at life completely differently. in that situation, even though i had no chance in fending them off i tried to fight them in order to save him, and showed my heart to be bigger and more alive than ive thought it to be in a while.

im alot more aware of everything. its been three weeks. my mind is still in the process of healing, i replay images of him being kicked in the face repeatedly and everytime i saw it out loud i begin to tear up. i dont know what cowards would gang up on one guy, and what even bigger cowards would hit a girl, even hit a girl from behind. i would love to look that fucker in the eye and have him try to take a swing at me then. with his bare hand, not a fucking gin bottle.


i dont mean to rant, i just want everyone to take the time to appreciate a little more, live and forgive, and be alot more aware of themselves and the world around them. you never know what will happen.

<3Alyssa


"that is fuckin ridiculous...a woman should be able to walk down the street naked and have nothing bad happen to her...."